Cows!

Author’s Note: To get the full effect of the title, say “Cows” like Dug says “Squirrel”.

It may be a while before I live down shaving my head. I had a therapy appointment on Thursday and my therapist gave me “the look.” Co-workers are just now starting to mention it. “Ah, Tara… Are you okay? That’s a pretty… drastic… haircut. Did something happen?”

I’m making the most of it though. I now have a “well, at least I didn’t” standard that I think I can work with for a couple years.

Case in point. Hula Hooping Cows.

Rosalie’s Cows

A few weeks ago, I got a message from someone at the city of Keizer (where I live) saying they were looking for metal art about four cows to go in a new roundabout here in town. Now, I have always had a secret desire to do a sculpture, but I don’t want to learn to weld. Or sculpt. Or carve. Or… well… anything else.

For some reason, the idea intrigued me. I started to play with it.

Grazing cows… Running cows… Dancing cows… Hula Hooping Cows.

That is pretty much where my mind went WHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

So, I spent my evenings sketching ideas and made a phone call a day to figure out how my idea might be put into action.

In the end, I am proposing four Hula Hooping cows.

I am providing the option of plain steel cows…

Or powder-coated cows (I like this one better).

I need to make a couple more phone calls, but the price will be between $9,400.00-$11,800.00. That includes the steel fabrication, installation (professional), and a commission for me. The price difference is if they go for powder coating or not.

The chances of this actually being installed are low, but I had a GREAT time playing with it. (At least I didn’t shave my head…)

Which option would you choose? Which cow is your favorite?

Steel

 

Powder Coated

Museum Meditations

It was a one of those weeks and I was glad to make it to the end. Friday was my day off, so I took the dog for a hike, dropped off the paintings for the ODFW Stamp Contest, and then crossed of a New Year’s Resolution (we won’t talk about that this has been my resolution for the last 3-4 years…)

Author’s note: The photos in this blog are taken by me, but the content of them is the sole copyright of the artist of the pieces shown. The museum expressly gives permission to all visitors to take pictures (flash off.)

The Hallie Ford Museum of Art

The reason I (finally) decided to check this off my list is that the Dale Chihuly exhibit is closing August 28 (the day of this post, one day after my visit).

Living in the Pacific Northwest, Chihuly is practically a household name. At the coast, glass blowers abound. But his work is lovely, if very commercial (let’s not be prejudiced against commercially successful artists…)

As you can see from the subtitle above, the exhibit was broken into three main sections. I didn’t care for his early work (the cylinders). I have seen the Macchia (his middle work) so many times that it barely registered. It’s lovely and let’s leave it there. The Venetians were fun, though not to my taste.

Putti and the Dragon (1997) – example of Venetian period.

While I had seen pieces of work from his Macchia series many times, I was interested to find out what the word means on one of the explanatory signs.

In the summer of 1981, Dale Chihuly began an ongoing series of flamboyantly shaped and brilliantly colored vessels that he called Macchia. The work macchia comes from the Italian word for spotted or stained…

But what I REALLY loved was the displayed drawings.

It was fascinating to see another artist working through things. It made the actual glassworks more accessible for me.

I also thought that they blurred the line between abstract and representative art. This was an artist trying to work out what he wanted, but he was making it up out of thin air. And yet, each area of the paintings had interest. Looking at the small detail of one of the blooms (above), I felt like there was enough to keep someone inspired for years. Clearly, Chihuly felt the same.

Ebeltoft Drawing (1991) – Mixed media on paper

As with most museums, there were other exhibits going on.

Narrative

We are drawn to images that are recognizable and familiar: figures, objects, places, and even words. They are also narrative in nature, because they tell stories or imply associations. Meaning can be fluid. It begins with the artist, who constructs the narrative. However, interpretations are ultimately left to the viewer, whose experience of the work will be informed by their own knowledge and perceptions.

Point of View (items from the permanent collection)

point of view
1: a particular attitude or way of considering a matter
2: a position from which someone or something is observed

In this exhibition series, we invite members of the Willamette community to share their experience or interpretation of a work of art from the perspective of their area of expertise, study, or research.

Claudia Cave: Paper, Pencil, Paint

I have seen enough of Claudia Cave’s work to recognize her style. I was surprised to learn she was from the Portland area.

piece by Claudia Cave, though I did not get the title of the piece.

My favorite item was this piece, which is a single panel from a set called “The Strip Drawings”.

Selected example from “The Strip Drawings” by Claudia Cave (1990-1993) – Ink on paper (size 24″ x 1.25″)

The strip drawings explore such themes as confrontation, metamorphosis (from congeniality to irrational anger), avoidance and escape, fear, upheaval, miscommunication.

I was really impressed at how she told this story.

Ancestral Dialogues: Conversations in Native American Art

“Salmon Prayer” by Rick Bartow (2002) – Carved cedar root, acrylic paint, and abalone shell

This exhibition might have been my favorite. I am a big fan of Tlingit art and it was wonderful to see some of these traditional pieces interspersed with Willamette Valley weaving (apparently, what this area was best at) as well as contemporary art.

The first two photos are by Tlingit artists. The basket is of Klickitat style, which is the area I live; those who have ready Beverly Cleary may remember Klickitat Street. The figurine had a mention of “formline” which is the term to describe what I found most appealing about the Tlingit style. The bottom two pieces are my contemporary artists. “Ice” reminds me of all the windmills along the Columbia Gorge. “Camas Series #13” invokes horses (one of my favorite subjects), but also confuses me with the use of blocks of color. An intriguing work.

On the way out, I chatted with the front desk receptionist (yes, all wearing masks, thank you). I learned the Native American gallery changes frequently. I’m going to try to go back. So, one resolution crossed off, and another takes its place!

Shifting Gears

When I was about 8, we had a little “puddle jumper” truck (Mazda.) Dad would drive, I’d sit in the center, and Mom would take the passenger side. Dad took the opportunity to start teaching me how to drive. We’d be coming to an intersection, and he’d have me listen for the changes in the engine and shift gears when I thought the truck was ready (or when he told me to.) Then, when I was around 11, Dad picked up a Honda motorbike. He continued working with me on changing gears and by the time I was 13 I was driving the motorbike on my own. We spend the winter just before my 16th birthday in Montana and Dad worked with me on driving in snow. Again, gear changes were a big factor; when you drive on snow, brakes are the enemy. To this day, I still prefer driving a stick shift. Listening to the sounds of the motor is a skill I think many people never really learn. And I’m among them, though the motor I have trouble listening to is my heart, mind, and soul.

The way I feel now is like when you are going down a hill, and you have shifted into neutral to get the most speed with the smallest amount of effort. When you hit the bottom, you are at maximum velocity, but you can’t just force the engine into a gear, you have to let the speed settle so the vehicle can pick up the correct tempo in time with the speed. I think I’m waiting for my engine to settle.

This week will end my 12 months of mentorship with Ruth Armitage. She is in the process of moving (changing houses) and also just had her first grandchild, so she is letting the Roaring 20’s program lapse for a while. Even if it was going on, I’m not sure I would sign up again. While it’s been great, a year of mentorship is about enough. I’d like to try some new projects on my own. Even if I don’t know what those new projects are.

I thought I might come out of the Peggy Judy workshop with a renewed interest in oils, that just didn’t happen. If anything, I’m less inclined toward the medium than when I took my first workshop from her nearly three years ago.

I spent the weekend at the beach house, hiding from the triple digit temperatures in the valley and supervising the delivery of a new bed. I thought several times about painting, but it wasn’t until I sketched out a painting of pelicans that I thought I’d give it a shot. Then I lost the sketch under the initial background and decided to go with this similar composition.

“Going Deep” – acrylic on panel

I used a brayer to do most of the painting and, while I see a few adjustments, I love the freedom of the strokes.

While this painting is close to being successful, for some reason my artistic energy is still not kicking into gear. Whether the reason is physical (I am still struggling with my asthma flare-up), seasonal (summer is my least favorite season), or mental (I just spent the last year in an intensive painting program) I feel like I need a break. So, I think I’m going to take a little vacation and see if that helps to re-inspire me. At the very least, I’m hoping it will help me sort out my next direction.

2021 Goals

I’ve started this goal post several times over the last few weeks. As early as late October I was making plans for a year that was not 2020. Aside from the obvious society-wide issues, 2020 had a lot of personal highlights. I had my first solo show. I coped with a pandemic. I moved. I got a pair of new pets. I kept my job while my employment had layoffs. I struggled with six months of the busiest I have ever been. I did a six-month art mentorship. I won my first award at WSO.

In the last couple of years, my goals–or at least the way I approached them–have shifted. With Mom’s sickness and death, I tried to give myself a lot of room. And I’m not saying that’s bad or that I want to go back to my old way of doing things. But I’ll admit I’ve had some anxiety about moving forward.

The 2019 approach was too touchy-feely for me. Adding some concrete items this year was helpful, but it’s still not feeling exactly right. A friend writes a great post each year about her intention word. My word for 2020 was “change” and I feel like maybe that was too powerful. I worried about this, and even December 31, I hadn’t chosen a word. Then, when I went for a walk this morning, a word came to me and I’m going to accept it. Joy. That’s my word.

So, I’m left with simply writing down what I needs and want to do. Here goes.

Area 1: Health and Fitness

  • More about this below

Area 2: Mental Health

  • Find a source for yoga and/or meditation and go to it
  • Remember that alone time is an important part of my mental health.
  • Do NOT overextend yourself (be on boards, volunteer too much)

Area 3: Painting

  • Put out 12 newsletters in 2021
  • Keep my website current
  • Write at least 52 posts
  • Enter these shows:
    • WSO Spring
    • WSO Fall
    • Enter the Equine Art Show (Emerald Downs)
    • AAEA
    • NWWS Spring
    • NWWS Fall
    • Western Fed
    • Emerald Art Center
  • Workshops:
    • Roaring 20’s
    • Dawn Emerson
    • Peggy Judy

Area 4: Everything Else

  • Stay employed
  • Reading: Goodreads 2021 Book Challenge – 72 books
  • Continue nose work with Key, working toward NW3 and elements
  • June: Montana / Colorado trip
  • Explore the Hallie Ford art museum
  • Visit the Salem carousel
  • Bird watching: Beat my 2018 bird species total of 176. I’d like to get to 100.
  • Knitting: Finish a project. Any project…
  • Participate in the 2021 NaNoWriMo; consider doing some editing on past projects.

Health

Almost every conversation this year has had a component of “I’m so tired” in it, sandwiched between some new challenge the pandemic has brought and, far too often, news of loss. While I cannot control any element of the pandemic and certainly not death, I’m drained by feeling mown over by random events. Every moment feels like a choice between tears, a temper tantrum, or sleeping for the next 20 years. Fair enough, and a normal reaction. But there is also a lot of research about the power of simple actions to increase happiness. It’s time for me to deploy some of these actions.

Like many people, I’ve put on weight this year. Sigh. I’m as heavy as I’ve ever been. And boy, do I feel it. My breathing is bad, my feet hurt, my clothes are too tight. And I feel completely helpless to change the behavior that has led to this. I know what has to happen. I even have some of the tools at my disposal. But it feels too hard.

Recently, a friend posted this cartoon on my Facebook wall.

The idea of doing things for “future-me” struck a code. I’m going to try to think of it like that.

To that end, today I’ve hit my 10,000 steps, purchased groceries, and planned my meals for the week. Tomorrow (Saturday) I’ll do my food prep for the week and then I’m going to eat the food. I also downloaded the 1-second-a-day app and I’m going to try to use it as a journal for this. I have WW and I’m going to use it.

I know I won’t be perfect. But future-me needs some love and attention. Joy will come with small steps.

2020 Goals in Review

About 365 days ago, I wrote a post about my 2020 goals. I was coming off a hard year of grieving my mom and I wanted to push myself a little more while still give myself space to do any additional healing. I came across an idea for resolutions, and I filled it out like this.

  • I will learn: What I like in a church (#3)
  • I will travel to: A new adventure (#6)
  • I will take a class on: A workplace skill (#4)
  • I will meet: A new friend (2)
  • I will create: A more personal painting style (#5)
  • I will stop: Taking my body for granted (#1)

But, I am me, so I clarified. Anything in blue I consider successful. Anything in green was blocked by COVID (that’s my story). Anything in red was not sucessful.

Area 1: Health and Fitness

  • Embrace the WW journal. Make it a priority!
  • Find a source for yoga and/or meditation and go to it
  • Participate in walking challenges (particularly with the dog)
  • Get 8 hours sleep (this means going to bed early)
  • Remember that alone time is an important part of my mental health (COVID helped with this)
  • Do NOT overextend yourself (be on boards, volunteer too much)

Area 2: Friendships

  • I need to develop some new friendship (or at least closer friendships). Following the advice in Friendships Don’t Just Happen, I will invite a new person out to coffee once a month. (This is daring for me!)

Area 3: Spiritual development

  • Church: Find a church you like and go
  • WSO: Continue volunteering for website
  • Foster 4 dogs in 2020 (did 1)
  • Explore purchasing environmentally better clothing

Area 4: Work/Career & Finances

  • Remain employed
  • Better understand finances
  • Donate to charity

Area 5: Personal Growth (aka Painting)

  • Keep my website current
  • Write at least 52 posts
  • Attend critique group
  • Develop and attend the March SAA solo show
  • Apply for the Alaska AIR
  • Enter these shows:
    • Enter both WSO shows (got in!)
    • Enter the Equine Art Show (Emerald Downs)
    • Submit to the AAEA Shows
    • Submit to both NWWS Shows
    • Submit to Emerald Art Center show (got in!)

Area 6: Fun

    • Reading: Goodreads 2020 Book Challenge
    • Nose work with Key: Earn NW3, work toward all L2 Element Specialites
    • Knitting: Finish 6 projects
    • Go on one adventure (I think the whole year counts…)
    • Explore the Hallie Ford art museum
    • Visit the Salem carousel
    • Continue bird watching
    • Participate in the 2020 NaNoWriMo

For one of the most… interesting years in my lifetime, I don’t think it was too bad. What doesn’t show up on this list is that I moved. I got two new kittens. I did an art mentorship program. I kept my job while my employment had layoffs and struggled with six months of the busiest I have ever been. I survived a pandemic. I survived the 2020 election. And that i didn’t have to escape on a big trip to hold my own over the holidays.

What does 2021 hold? I’m not sure, but I’ll take a little less excitement!

How’s the blogging going – 2020 version

For each of the seven years I have been blogging, I have posted a fairly geeky post about my progress and numbers. It’s something I look forward to, and it helps me get an idea of what the next year might look like.

Posts and Other Numbers

2014 2015 2016 2017 2018 2019 2020
Posts 158 124 71 64 112 41 49
Sessions 2899 7081 2700 2277 3545 7388 N/A
Users 1262 5108 1691 1334 2795 6235 N/A
Page Views 9790 13586 7009 7925 9888 14355 N/A

I switched to a new analytics program half way through the year. What I didn’t know is that it won’t let me look at more than a month ago unless I pay, which I don’t want to. Time to go shopping again. I’m not shocked that I didn’t write as much as in years past. More than last year, less than 2018. I think I’ll make 52 posts for the year an official goal.

Adding a metric (or two)

I am going to add a metric. I currently have 434 addresses on my newsletter e-mailing list. This will become an important metric when I publish my 2021 goals.

I sold six paintings this year.

Most popular posts (by month)

While I lost some data, I was still able to see (in general) what the more popular posts were.

Conclusion

I am little surprised I didn’t write more, but with the pandemic and assorted issues (including moving and getting a pair of kittens), maybe it’s time to give myself a break.

Concluded

Today I finished my NaNoWriMo project with a total of 50,010 hard-earned words. Forgive me a sigh of relief.

As a celebratory measure, I drove down to Finley where a friend told me that Short-eared owls were appearing by the dozens. I don’t know about dozens, but spotted five and managed to get one very distant photo.

I spent most of my time in the grasslands, so no waterfowl photos this week.

I also did a little work on this painting.

Am I done with this as well?

Half. Way.

As I said in my last post, this month I participating in NaNoWriMo. This mean that nearly all of my free time is devoted to hitting my target of 1667 words per day so that at the end of the month, I have a short novel. What I will do with said novel is anyone’s guess, but I will have done it.

Today is the 15th, so I need to be at 25,000 words. And I am delighted to report I am at 25,184 words. Right. On. Schedule.

Because I have a day job that prevents full time painting, writing, dog training, cat petting, or other enjoyable pursuits, most evenings are devoted to hitting the word count. During the week, honestly, I tend to come in a little short. So, on the weekend, I have to concentrate to catch up.

In other words, you have another couple of weeks before you see any paintings.

Yesterday, however, I did take a break in the morning to go out to Basket Slough in the hopes of seeing the Short Eared Owls that have been reported there. No dice, but I did have a lot of fun with a friend and took some photos.

The governor announced Oregon is about to go into lockdown again, so most of the activities I have been starting to enjoy again (dog training, mostly) are basically cancelled.

Sigh.

Here’s hoping I’ll meet you on the other side of 50,000.

It’s not procrastinating if you need to do it…

Friday I started a new adventure. I have been feeling like I needed an artistic shove, and so when Ruth Armitage advertised she was doing a new, 6-month mentorship program called Roaring 20’s, I decided to go for it. Friday was the first meeting of my group. I would guess there are about 20 people in the brasserie, and my group within that consists of three other fabulous artists: Melissa Gannon, Susan Schenk, and Glenda “GG” Goodrich. What a group to be in.

These meetings will happen monthly. Each participant started with a critique of current work and ended with developing a goal for the rest of the month. The goals must be SMART goals (S = Specific, M = Measurable, A = Achievable, R = Relevant, T = Time-based).

I chose this recent painting for my critique.

The Getaway

And my goal, generally, is to work on being more expressive and emotional in my painting. Specifically, to make courageous decisions!

My SMART Goal:

  1. Leave out some information
  2. Change something
  3. Define what emotion (in the beginning) I am trying paint. What is the personal connection to me?

One question Ruth asked in the preliminary stages of this endeavor was, “If you could create art about only one thing it would be________________.”

Horses.

So what did I paint this weekend? Obviously, not horses.

I have been deeply affected by the death of George Floyd and the harassment of Chris Cooper. I’m toying with the idea of a series exploring, in the words of Kelly Wilson, the timeline of racism in my own life. While I don’t feel up to the challenge, I have always wanted to paint this woman.

So, I did.

Vibrant Pesonality

I very rarely do portraits. But it something new for me!

Of course, now that I was completely off track, I decided to tackle two other projects. Just to get them out of the way, you understand, before working on my “real” goals.

My Aunt Robin has wanted me to do this dog portrait for over a year. I’m not very excited about it, but it’s a family thing.

Thistle

It still needs some work.

And since I was on the subject, I decided to paint a portrait of a friend’s service dog. I had been wanting to do this for a while, but she told me last week Dani had been diagnosed with lymphoma.

Dani

Honestly, this year is just crap.

In good news, the guys came today to take down my old fence and put up the new one. It’s a three-day job and after day 1, it already looks better!