Painting. Survival. Painting.

Hello, friends. Apologies for the radio silence. It’s been hectic. As I posted two weeks ago, the last couple of weeks have been focused on the 2nd Annual Coastal Plein Air and surviving. More about surviving later.

Last weekend, Sandra Pearce came down and we cruised the coast, painting for three days to capture images for the show. (Note: If you are not following Sandra’s fine art page on Facebook, you should look it up!) Friday, we did some warm-up painting in the Depoe Bay area. Depoe Bay is to the north of the allowed painting zone, so I think both of us were just practicing and “getting our eye in”. I tested the kit I am planning to take to Paris to see if it would be sufficient.

Saturday morning, we drove to Seal Rock and then further south to Waldport.

Sandra says I have a “tourist information” sign around my neck, because people are always stopping and asking me questions or otherwise engaging. I kind of like it, but it can wear a little thin. Sunday, in particular, I had my fill of “ugly American” tourists. (Question: Why do people with really loud cars always leave their car running when using the bathroom?) Sunday, we brought Key along (he had been inside all day Saturday.) However, there was an incident with an off-leash dog that really got me steamed. We started the day at Ona Beach (where we painted last year) and finished at Yaquina Head.

I can’t speak for Sandra, but I can tell I was getting tired. While “Kingfisher” and “Painter” deserve to be finished, “Island” is just an oversized doodle. I am pleased with “Fireweed.” Excitingly, juror Aimee Erickson agreed and gave it an “Honorable Mention” at the show. Sadly, though Sandra’s works were fabulous, none of her words received any prizes (though a red dot award is ALWAYS the best award and I hope she gets one), but as she was best in show last year… well, I still think her stuff should have received something.

It must be my week for painting excitement. On Thursday I received an email that my painting “Graceful Grazers” (liquid charcoal and watercolor on paper) was accepted into the NWWS 83rd Annual International Exhibit by juror Stan Kurth (thank you!) This is my first national show acceptance with NWWS, and with two member shows in my past, I can apply for signature status! The exhibit runs Oct. 14-Nov 12 at the Matzke Fine Art Gallery in Camano Island, WA. The in-person reception will be Saturday, October 28 from 2:30-5pm. So close to my return from Paris, I will probably not be able to attend. But I’m thinking about it!

“Graceful Grazers”

Now you are caught up on my painting life. I will be focusing on trying to finish the paintings I started. And getting ready for Paris. (7.5 weeks to go!)

Everything Else

As I have mentioned in previous posts, my work life continues to be on the bleak side. A combination of too much work, big personalities, and lack of support. I end my days worn out, and just glad that my commute back home is short (ha ha.)

Unfortunately, while the commute is short, home is not quite as restful as I like. I have a new neighbor and he has complained about Key’s barking. Now, I’ll be the first person to admit this is fair. Key has a loud bark. As a small dog, his bark is particularly startling. His motto is, “Bark first, ask questions later.” To top it off, Key has separation anxiety. COVID has done nothing to convince him that I should be able to leave the house without him. I was disappointed to learn that (apparently) Key is expressing his opinions for HOURS when I leave. I had been assuming that he barked for a few minutes, then settled down. But my new neighbor assures me this is not so.

As the saying goes, you can pick your friends, but you can’t pick your neighbors. To keep the peace, I hired a young gal a few doors down to come by and let Key out of his kennel (inside the house, windows closed, fan on, radio on) on the days I have to go in to work. This worked for a few weeks, then she didn’t show up (or at least she didn’t take the money I had left for her). I was able to stay home the next week, but I haven’t found a long-term solution. In the late fall and winter, I can take him to work and keep him in the car, taking him for walks every so often. But not during the summer.

With all this going on, Friday, as I was painting with Sandra, another neighbor called. Her story was that Key had been barking for a year and she was tired of it. Sandra and I came home, but Key was fine. Sandra, who overheard the conversation, said she thought the neighbor was talking about his outdoor barking, like the other neighbor, not about any barking he might have been doing right that moment. But the call upset me. I really don’t know what else to do. Later conversations did reveal that things had been better recently and that her call on Friday was a bad timing issue, though the situation is still precarious.

Into this comes the kittens, Chitza and Anouk. For a few weeks/months now, we have been having some “litterbox issues.” Occasionally, someone would decide to pee in an empty cardboard box instead of playing in it. Or I would fine urine in the empty clothes hamper. The most usual issue was a suspicious wet spot on the area rugs in front of the outside doors. I had been keeping an eye on the situation, but it was infrequent and often had a behavioral explanation. For instance, a friend had stayed over. Or I was late getting home. Or some other infraction.

But Thursday morning I saw Chitza in the litter box for a LONG time, and when I went to clean the box, she had made only the tiniest of pools. A few minutes later, she squatted in front of the cat tree and made a bigger puddle. I’ve been through this before. I also know that one of the kittens’ brothers has crystals in his urine. So, I called the vest.

The next day, Sandra arrived and both kittens (now three years old) went into hiding, expressing their opinions about the situation whenever they could get me alone. Monday morning, I captured Chitza and took her to the vet. It was a drop-off appointment and she ended up being gone around six hours. Just as I suspected, she has Feline Idiopathic Cystitis (FIC). Sigh. BIG sigh. New food, new routine, new other stuff is on the horizon.

After bringing Chitza home, I figured this particular trauma chapter was over. Not so. Anouk became convinced that Chitza was a COMPLETE STRANGER CAT! Yes, I know she is reacting to smell, etc. But seriously. They’ve been together for three years every day. So, for the last four days everything has been separate. Separate food, loves, play. It’s like having two cats! I’m delighted to report that Anouk didn’t hiss at Chitza during the unpacking of the groceries last night.

Anouk (left, inside the grocery bag) and Chitza (right, looking cautious)

Can world peace be far behind?

Negatively Defined

Doing a bad painting is very discouraging. You started with such high hopes, and suddenly you are looking at a piece of paper with some squiggles and blotches on it. Not what you had in mind at all. I’ve heard some artists state that if one out of every ten paintings turns out, they consider that to be a huge success. On the other hand, I’ve heard artists say that they just keep working on the painting until something turns out. I have posted many failures to this blog over the years. One of my favorite posts is on failed paintings (The Gift of a Failed Painting.) Artists know so much failure that it is hard not to become annoyed when people compliment your talent. Whatever amount of talent you have, you’ve also put in hundreds and thousands of hours of practice and study.

Next week starts the Second Annual Coastal Plein Air. Like last year, Sandra and I have picked out a weekend to paint together. To prepare, this weekend I checked out three videos on landscape painting topics and prepared to learn. One video I had seen before and one was essentially a step-by-step, but the third was a gem. I had either watched this video before or seen the technique, but Tony Van Hasselt really nailed the presentation. The title was Fun with Figures, and I certainly had a good time!

The basic idea is to simplify the human form and let the little happy accidents tell the story. It’s similar to carrot people, but produces figures with a little more bulk.

Start out with three letters: U, W, O.

Turn the U upside down, then draw a VERY long W under it. Add the O for the head.

More complicated figures include more letters: X, V, H, and A.

When you start using paint to create the figures, things start to get more interesting. Obviously, I was just using scrap paper and the colors on my palette, so don’t be too thrown by the blue people and occasional random line.

I’ve always been hesitant to include figures in my landscape paintings, afraid they would ruin it. I’m giving myself a challenge during this event: turn in at least one painting with a figure. I don’t want my paintings defined by the things I’m afraid I can’t do.

Exhibit Lottery, Show Selections

It’s so sad when the mind starts to go. I called a friend on Thursday (the 6th) night, completely panicked. “The NWWS deadline is the 9th!”

She agreed.

“That’s tomorrow!” I said.

Long silence. “That’s Sunday,” she said.

“No, no!” I said with complete conviction. “The 9th is tomorrow! I have to figure out what to enter!”

Long pause (in retrospect, a pause of trying to figure out how to deal with the crazy person) then she said, “Well, just enter whatever. It’s a crapshoot anyway.”

Minutes later, as we were debating choices, I looked at the calendar in confusion. “The 9th is Sunday…”

Long pause. “Yes?”

“It’s Thursday.”

She made no comment.

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This story showcases many things about the entry process, including the panic and indecision of the experience. As I now realized I had until Sunday (today) to enter the show, I did absolutely nothing about entry Thursday evening.

But the time has come! I must make choices! Here I go.

The Choices

I have three shows to enter. 1) NWWS, 2) WSO, and 3) AAEA. The last two aren’t due for a couple of weeks, but my schedule indicates it had better be now if I want to meet the deadlines.

Here is a gallery of the pieces I have created in the last year that might have a chance.

Okay. So, possible AAEA from this list.

I can enter three images, so I’ll enter all of them. I think “I’ll Scratch Your Back” is the strongest, but I have no idea at this point. Any acceptance would be a step in the right direction.

Paid and submitted.

***

Because I have been struggling to get into WSO, I think I’ll select the strongest, eligible from the remaining.

I can enter two. I think I’ll go with “Totem” and “Hills. Painted.” I’ve been wondering if I would have been more successful with sending in “similar” items, but I can’t keep second guessing.

Submitted.

***

That leaves the choices for NWWS.

This is a very competitive show. I think this needs something with an edge. I’m going to submit, “State of the Nation”, “Graceful Grazers”, and “Fly By”. All three strike me as a longshot, but, honestly, you can NEVER tell.\

Paid and submitted.

**

Well, that was an hour and a half of my morning. I need a nap now! Too many choices for a single day.

Chasing Signatures

A friend and I have an ongoing conversation that starts like this: “Should I enter the _____ show? I mean, even if I get in, the shipping will eat up any profit.” Then the other person says, “Well, how close are you to signature status? If you only need one more, it might be worth it.”

The romantic version of an art show is that paintings go on display, are admired by the public, and then purchased. While this occasionally happens, more often a completely different set of priorities is driving the entry process, at least past a certain point.

In theory, the artist takes a class or two and falls in love with the medium. Seeking to gain experience, the new artist joins the _____ Society and pays dues for several years before getting into a show. Thorough addicted to their newfound success, the artist continues to enter club shows and even joins other clubs. More entries, more acceptances, and eventually awards. At this point, the dues paying part of their career is over; now the _____ Society is effectively paying the artist to stick around. The artist can provide lots of benefits to the club, but they have moved beyond needing the affirmation of the ______ Society.

Many artists never get to award status. Instead, they keep chugging along, occasionally getting into a show and always paying their club dues. This is where signature status comes into play. Realizing that artists will not stick around indefinitely with little or no incentive, artist societies have created a signature status system, usually linked to acceptance into shows. For example, five times in ten years or with a point system for each acceptance or award. The idea is a good one, both financially and practically. As I mentioned, it keeps members involved, and it recognizes a certain level of skill that is attained over the years. One of the tricky parts of signature status is that you always have to keep your membership up-to-date or you lose any points you might have gained and have to start over.

But is signature status “worth” anything? Does the general public pay more attention to having “NWS” or “AWS” after a signature? Based on the number of signature-level artists who do not add the affirmative to their signature, it seems likely that signature status falls into the same category as a vanity license plate or monogramed handkerchief.

I am currently chasing two signature statuses. I have signature status from the Watercolor Society of Oregon (WSO), though I have not added the title to my signature. I would very much like to add AAEA (American Academy of Equine Art) to my signature, but it’s going to be a long haul. My other “want” is to add NWWS (North West Watercolor Society) to my repertoire. For that one, you need three acceptances, at least one in the big international show. I’ve been accepted twice into the members show, which is still prestigious. There is very little practical reason for pursuing these markers (see reasons above.) But I do want them. So, I keep trudging along.

This weekend, I made a concerted effort to take it easy. I feel on Friday, and before I even hit the ground, I knew my back was not going to let the incident pass without revenge. So, I took drugs, slow walks with the dog, and all other suggestions. To pass the time, I worked on finishing some projects with the hope of having some inventory to include in the upcoming AAEA, NWWS, and WSO shows.

For the last two years, my luck in guessing what jurors will like for shows has been lousy. So, take a look at these and see if anything jumps out at you as “show worthy.” I’d love to hear your thoughts!

Moooo-ving in

Two years ago (specifically October 2021), I wrote a post about cows. In January 2022, I was notified that my design ideas had been accepted. In the last 18 months, not too much has happened. I was paid for my designs, but the city of Keizer decided to fabricate and install the pieces themselves (a little to my relief). Time ticked on. Then at the end of May, Keizer contacted me and told me the cows would be revealed as part of Keizer’s 40th birthday celebration in mid-June (unfortunately the same weekend as my studio tour.)

The installation happened in the last week, and… well… just look. They are everything I imagined!

There have been a couple of articles on the cows. The first referenced a naming contest for the cows. But the one this week even had a photo of me (I’m famous!) Several of my friends have driven by and say the cows live up to all the hype.

I just know that I LOVE THEM!

Let’s make a date

Well, it’s over. My first Art on the Edge Studio Tour.

Preparation

This last week has been an ever-increasing blur. I posted very briefly last week about trying to get the studio cleaned up. I worked Monday and Tuesday, then took off Wednesday and Thursday to get everything ready. I’m glad I didn’t take off less time! Between distraction gardening and procrasti-painting, it was all I could do to call it done at the end of the day Thursday.

I was thrilled at how good my new investment of a feather flag with my logo on it looked.

In fact, I was pretty pleased with how the whole place looked in the end.

Expectations

As this was my first year on the tour, I didn’t know what to expect. I had my hopes set low, and–spoiler alert–the reality far exceeded them. Each day around 20 people came through, with Sunday being the biggest day in both volume and sales. As you can see by the photos above, I set up all my various paintings on the counter. priced by size. There were 238 paintings, with at least three more found throughout the weekend. Most people really seemed to enjoy looking through the piles. I would estimate that my clever trick of giving a discount on the second painting worked almost all of the time. Yes! Inventory reduction. I can’t tell you how many paintings actually sold, though I will admit the majority of them were small (5″x7″ matted to 8″x10″) or medium (8″x10″ matted to 11″x14″) and they went in pairs. Still, I sold a fair few in the end.

Somewhat disappointingly, I had trouble getting people to view my framed pieces. I had hung them on the walls in the hall and bathroom. Only one person all weekend went into the bathroom, and I only saw two people go down the hall. I set up some of the framed pieces under the counter or near the fireplace, but they just didn’t seem to “click” as a viewing object for my visitors. I will have to consider how to solve this problem over the next year.

Demos & Paintings

In addition to the work of getting out all the paintings, I set up a couple of demos in case anyone wanted to see my process. These are probably not 100% finished.

I also did some painting when I should have been cleaning or organizing.

currently untitled

On Friday, I also worked on finishing this piece just to ease my nerves.

Scarved

Thank you!

I want to sincerely thank everyone who came by, including friends, family, fellow artists, neighbors, and strangers. If you bought something, I hope you love it as much in your home as you did in my studio. But more than that, watching people react to my (sometimes weird) art really inspired me to keep going. Permit me to recount two of my favorite moments from the weekend.

Stories

On Friday, a group of women came through, clearly enjoying the day and the event. They were probably here for around 40 minutes, and they kept laughing and saying to each other, “Look at this!” as they discovered something else in the art piles. “You never know what you’ll find!” one announced, and I’m considering that for a motto.

The second moment was a little later when a different group came through and they were looking through the paintings. She came across one I did in the Jean Pederson workshop and asked, “What’s the story on this one?” I told her about the workshop and my thoughts behind the painting. She nodded and put it down but came back to it a few minutes later.

Me Too

She returned to the painting twice more before saying, “This one is just speaking to me.”  She didn’t see what I did (I was somewhat vague on my story), but what she saw called to her.

That was something that I found really enjoyable about the weekend. In general, people seemed interested in my process and the (sometimes silly) stories that make up my paintings. While there were people who came through and just gave everything a cursory survey, there were more who asked, “Where is this one?” or “What’s this story?”

Next Year

Next year’s studio tour will be June 28-30, 2024. So, mark your calendars… I have.

People are supposed to see the studio in a studio tour

Through a bunch of poor decisions, I did not spend my time well this weekend. I was tired and worn out. I had plans on Sunday which turned against me. And so, Saturday I tried to catch up on all the important stuff, including finding the “studio” part of the upcoming studio tour!

My apologies for this brief post, but I really am exhausted tonight. I hope you enjoy my little video!

The countdown begins

In twelve days, the Art on the Edge Studio Tour shall commence. Am I ready? Of course not.

I mean, I’ve taken care of the basics. Hired someone to clean the house. Made sure the lawn would be mowed. I have even taken the shockingly practical step of ordering a credit card device.

But am I ready? No.

I’m torn about how tidy the house has to be, how the art should be labelled, what to do about demos.

And so, rather than making any of those decisions, I painted this weekend.

None of these are finished and really intended “for” anything. I just wanted to paint.

“Followers”

“Space”

“Totem”

All jokes aside, it’s been a busy weekend. I’ve tried to get as many things as possible “cleared up” so the house and yard look as good as possible. I’ve tackled some projects and blasted through to do items.

Please forgive me for not writing a great post. I’ll write something better soon!

Never let them see you technique

Sometimes, at a workshop or event, an instructor will make a grand pronouncement. “Phalo blue is an awful color!” Or, “Square paintings are boring.” And while I may agree (or disagree), I tend to take these pronouncements with a grain of salt. That’s their opinion. Sometimes there is a reason. Sometimes even a good reason. But it’s an opinion. Lately, I’ve been hearing a lot of backlash about technique. I’ve had several teachers proclaim that, “You should never notice the painter’s technique.”

What I think the cognescenti are objecting to is artists who attend a workshop where the leader uses a particular technique that is so recognizable that when the students take it back to their own studio, the painting ends up looking like a copy. An example might be Audrey Hepburn’s black dress and pearls or Jacqueline Kennedy in Chanel; it isn’t that you can’t rock that look, but you better not say you came up with it. Jackson Pollock’s splatters remain their own, inimitable achievement. Piet Mondrain continues to own squares and white cancas.

So, when I set out to use up my liquid charcoal by spreading it lavishly on a piece of Yupo, I immediately had concerns. Would this just be a technique exercise? Would anyone be able to see my goals? I’m not sure the painting below is finished, but I’ll leave it to you. Is this too much technique and not enough content?

” I’ll Sctach Your Back…” – Liquid charcoal on Yupo

Art on the Edge… approaches

Friday was the opening of the Art on the Edge Artist Exhibit. The show will be up through July 2. The maps have now been updated on the web, and if anyone would like me to mail them an information packet, just let me know. Under two weeks until the tour!

Here’s a video of the exhibition, led by Krista Eddy, the visual artist director.

I hope you’ve made plans to come visit!